Do you feel so ashamed for the otherhalf? ★...

2day want to talk about something .. its about .. ehmz.. also about love/relationship what you can call.. if you love some one or you are in a relationship... why can some ppl show to other ppl that they are belong together and some ppl not?.. they like to play underground .. that they dunt have a girlfriend or boyfriend .. then what is relation for you?.. keeping only for urself.. for the other half is it so painful when he/she really wants to show other...

love is something really difficults.. its need to come from both side.. otherwise you cant say its love.. anyway about playing underground.. are they scared to let them parents know?..is he/she not good enough to let other know?..or scared to let friends know? I dunt know..

mayb when you are with each other you can do anything what the whole world dunt know .. but outside ppl think you are even a couple? or are you guys a couple..? they need 2 gamble..

for a little thing... some one can already getting hurt.. for example.. yesterday you were with your gf or bf..next day some one ask you.. what did you do yesterday ... you: oww nothing I just went to my grandma.. or I was just chillin with some friends.. and then ... the person ask the other half.. what did you do yesterday .. oww i was with my gf/bf... then he/she will react: Huh?.. serious but your gf/bf said he/she was going to her grandma/he/she said was just chillin with some friends.. how will you feel if you heard that?..

but i just want to tell .. in a relation.. you dunt have to give the same what he/she give you ..just let them know you love her/him in the way he/she wants..

Lovelife ★...

Everyone has his/her past but you still need to move on.. if you stay at the past you will never never wake up and you also dont know in the future what it would happend. Some ppl can get over it in a few day,few month. but there is cenrtainly ppl cant get over it.. 1year 2year.. come onnnn!.. life is short bt it could also be long.. If you ask me .. I would say short.. you never know what 2morrow would happend but I still look further than 2morrow.. so enjoy every moment of ur life.. be proud what you have.. dunt think back to the past.. bt most important is the futuree..

lovelife is painful but it also gives a lot of happiness.. live with it..

I truly find my love in this world.. and it would stay forever in my heart..♥

some picture of 2009 ★...

The picture was made by Nath or Taan. I like this sweet picture ^^

The day that im gonna celebrate with my beebii girl^^ 2112'09

2010 ★...

I didn't update my blog for a long while, so lets start againn!

First of all, I wish everyone a happy new year! We have already started the new year 2010. 1 years has gone by so fast.

I thought 2009 its was a bad year but later in the year, I have met my girlfriend. In this short time we have experienced a lot together. It seems we have known for years. But actually its only just 2 months XD.. and she gave me already a unforgettable months in november 131109' xingxing day and December. so I've a nice end of 2009..

My love for you, I will take them to 2010.
even though we see each other as often. Bt I hope that we can know each other even better in 2010..

I'll keep it short update will coming soon..

My present for Christmas day.. there is a lot more.. but this is what I the most like especially the star pot.
The stars at the front side are written with the letter N and the backwards with the J aawww...^^

And that little tube is happy/love capsule letter.. If im not happy or sad, I can take out one of the capsule .. inside the capsule there are letters with meanings.. ^^ ofcours love meanings I think (A).. didnt open one yet.. haha..

the Card: Because the flashlight of my cam.. you couldnt the see the letters at the front of the card..
thankyou for everything..

For my babyboo♥

♥With ♥Love
Lptjai Nicole

One Month 131109' ★...

It is already one month passed.. I am so glad that I have with her.. It does not even know I only have one month with her. Actually much much longer..Although there are many problems encountered in the next 4 weeks. But I believe in our relationship that we could solve all problems.

Unfortunately I can not celebrate with her=(.. Becuz Sunday she always need to stay home..But luckily we have been planning our days in the Christmas holiday. I really look forward to. yeaaaahh!

I can't express in words how much I love you.. ur my everything..♥
ur hubbiiee

I never knew.. Happy and Sad★...

I never knew that my beebii could make a sweet and tasty muffins.. I was really suprised.. And I was the only one with a special muffin there was something written on the muffin self.. there was: I love U and 131109'N love J.. I was like omgg.. Soo swtt ♥..sorry for the rest but its my muffins xD.. And I didnt make picture of it because I was very hungry.. and my girlfriend made it .. So really need to taste it.. yummy .. 'drooling' Still need to think about it..
so ssweeeeeettt ♥..
Love youu

Bt the next sad things is...


I never knew that someone could be so important to you.. Everybody has his jalousy. The pain was very deep in my heart. I hope you could understand me why I was react like that. If I do not love you, I wouldn't have a big reaction. But I also feel guilty and sad.=( its already the 7 a 8 time.. that I have made you..=((.. haaiz.. Until I find out how I need to do.. is it already 2 late. Words cannot always cure. Bt I will try my best 2 change.. All I want to say for the last time is: Sorry..

Much Love ♥..

Swt day ★...

Its already been a long time I didn't wrote at my blog..
So .. what happend again.. Spending my time with my beebii^^.. yeahh..

When im at chinese school it feel so awkward if I stay close 2 her.. mayb its becuz I think 2 much about the other..xD.. but time has already come .. So I can do things what I like 2 do.. dunt care about the other! xP..

2day I went to Ninja Assasin with my gf.. first she said she dunt want to watch movie 2day ... Bt I said I really want 2 see it .. she didnt think about and say .. oke then we go... Aawwww.... my swt gf ^^ I knoww.. mayb she only just want 2 see Bi Rain..>< just kidding.. Bt I have told her there was a lot of blood .. do you really want 2 see it? .. still say yesh..^^ awww...

During the movie she was shocked by all the blood.. I need 2 had my hand over her eyes up.. and held her ear closed. so Qt^^ So she totally forgot Rain haha.. yeaah.. xD

Christmas almost coming, I am already looking forward to celebrate with my beebii..^^ count count the days 1,2,3,4,5 etc.. ><

Love youu♥